Tuesday, August 23, 2005
will this ever end?
I don't know where to start. I feel like I am doing this to myself but I can't get out of this dark mood. It's like the stress just wore and wore on me until I couldn't extricate myself from it. I feel like I am making myself sick. I keep going over and over in my head--what is the problem?
Theories:
I have read too many parenting books this summer and feel guilty about choices I have made.
My kids are fighting constantly. We are in family therapy but my most problematic one gives me a hard time about going.
It's too hot! The weather is awful.
I am still not used to my new apartment and I am a little overwhelmed by everything. My plants are dying.
Theories:
I have read too many parenting books this summer and feel guilty about choices I have made.
My kids are fighting constantly. We are in family therapy but my most problematic one gives me a hard time about going.
It's too hot! The weather is awful.
I am still not used to my new apartment and I am a little overwhelmed by everything. My plants are dying.
# posted by mother in israel @ 4:34 PM 
